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Friday, May 05, 2006

ive moved to

http://lilmiznana.blogspot.com/

adios!!

M i Z z N a N a
7:24 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

MOOOO-ving on

i gues im moving on...reali...i duno y either...nyahahah...for soo long ive nt been TIS hapi...i gues ppl come n go in ur lyf...i tink im back evri1...th crazy gurl uve known has come back...ive kicked off evriting...lets stat a new...

HE can move on n so do i....im sick n tired of waiting...waiting n waiting...as u dun lyk to wait for me...i OSO DUN LYK WAITING...y i wana wait for sum1 hu dun appreciate me?if u appreciate me,u wld treat me lyk tis...1 bloody ting tat i wana tell u....PLZ STOP HURTING GURLZ!!its nt fun okei...if u luv sum1,no matter wher they r...hu ever they r...u wif them n nt flirt wif others...if ure nt readi for a relationship,den DUN...grow up plz...i noe ure proud tat u didnt grow up...so wat?relationship is for growing up...if nt,u can still move on wif ur cinta monyet...1 little ting for ya....

rule no1:JANGAN MENGHARAP...

tats for u...i juz dun understand...tis is how FAIR u treat ur fren...heh!wat a gd fren u r...tankiu for evriting...tankiu 4 being my fren wen needed...bt sori skit eh...im nt lyk u...i appreciate u alot in my lyf...ure sum1 hu once or twice or bape2 lar....came to my lyf...its been a yr...n tankiu...i hope tat u had a great lyf ahead n find wat uve been searching for...b urself...dun b lyk others...i noe tat ure a special person...b tat person...frenz will owayz b ther wen u nid them most...im here............

i wen out wif ma babe todae...woohooo!!!been so th hapi2 lar...gile tk terkate...nyahahah....i duno y im so so so hapi lar...mayb becoz of yest...nyahahah....tanx to sum1...u DID cheer up my day...i dun tink its a day...i tink its ma whole lyf...ive neva been TAT hapi for sooooo long....haiz....heheheheh...i cant stop smiling...gile lar...pipi sakit lar...hohohoh...tmr working fullshift...i lyk...ape yg suke pon tk tahu...okei da belo...

ok go!!

as i look back in th past...it hurts...

M i Z z N a N a
8:37 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

so long my friend, don't say goodbye
just give me one last kiss beneath this glowing sky.
we'll go walking through the park
and hang out in the rain.
tell a joke and watch me smile
as we drink away the day.

and know the next time that you
make a wish upon a star
I'll be wishing on the same one that you do
and every night I'm all alone
in some burn out highway town
I'll be thinking of the day that I met you.

hello again, it's been to long.
what happened to our love
since the last time I was gone?

I detach myself again
and lose something everytime.
the solutions in the problem
temporarily alright.

and know the next time that you
make a wish upon a star
that sometimes it might actually come true.
our conversation can't consist of hello and goodbye
and the silence between saying I love you.
and sometimes I wonder 'bout that too.

M i Z z N a N a
1:35 PM

I DUNO

hmm..i duno wats wrong wif me n all..i oso dun understand myself..ive change alot i guez...sumtyms i dun feel me nemore..i dun feel myself...i feel lyk im sum1 else..i oso dun understand wat i wrote...haiz....

im off todae...tmr too..duno wat to do...sit at home doin nuting...i was cleaning up ma room juz now..saw old pix...pix of me during sec sch...ite...how i miz ma lyf...th tym wher i nid nt to wory abt evriting...now i guez i hate being adult...too much responsibility...alot of ppl come n go in ur lyf...understand wats luv...old enuf to tink abt evriting...bt wen u tink abt it...it hurt alot...full of hurt...how i reali luv ma lyf laz tym...wif th ppl i luv..wen thers sum1 hu owayz ther for u...thru hapi n sad...frenz come n go...so i guez family stays...lyf is lyk a pit stop...ther r tyms wen ure hapi...n ther r tyms wen ure sad..

y i cry sey...mangkok bnar..mayb i juz sad n lonely...sheesh!!how pathetic i can b!!!!!!so so pathetic...hate myself...ishk!ma blog became dull n dull...i hv no lyf ppl..so sory lar...if u dun lyk it den dun read it lar...my lyf sux lar...so hu cares...i lead ma lyf...nt evribody hv a HAPI lyf..so apape lar eh...im a loner...real loner...hu wana b frenz wif loner...??raise up ur hand...u can b a pit stop to...nyahaha....cam kes langgar lari...wooohooo....

i miz u lyk crazy...evry min n evryday...
boy im so down wen ur luv nt ard..
i miz u...miz u...miz u...

M i Z z N a N a
1:12 PM

Saturday, April 29, 2006

" The real life - version of love, with its ups and downs and general assurance of support and acceptance, will always be important and real. "

got tis frm aiin's blog..hahah...its nice...n i guez luv is all abt accept th person as th way he/she is...wen thers prob...thers owayz a solution to a prob...doesnt mean tat prob r for u to giv up...if u reali luv sum1...treasure th person most...dun juz go n 'be' wif sum1 juz bcoz of u lyk tat person lar..blablabla...den nanti break..ishk!relationship is for a long term...nt a short-term relationship!!pls lar eh...stop breaking girls/boys hart lar...if ure nt readi to commit wif sum1,den dun...its nt easy keh to mend hartbreakz...ive experience tat...n now im juz reali2 afraid of gettin hartbreakz...sis askd me y i dun hv bf now?gile kakak aku...she said im 20 n shld hv bf...mepek sak...bt i told her tat im afraid of gettin hartbreakz...tats y im afraid to move forward..all i do was stay..im nt a type of person hu falls for other guyz tat easily...n wen i luv sum1..reali hard to forget...sheesh...tis is col my luv...

END-IN-MIND

M i Z z N a N a
11:52 AM

no work todae...no lyf todae

okei...its payday!!nyahaha...my 1st pay...my 1st tym getting pay dgn keje keras...nyahahah...hey its my 1st tym working keh...cant help it...im bored todae...bored till death...bedek sey...

woke up jek tkde org pat umah...mum left me home alone w/o saying anyting...i tried to tok to her yest but all she did was juz nod at my ques...okei2...fine lar..suke ati dia lar eh...

ive done ma resume...bt i duno whether i wana giv it to ma sis coz she's th 1 yg nk carik kan keje lar...so loser-ish sey...ishk!

i miz miting sum1...hmmm...bt i bet tat person does nt miz me...he's having a great tym...den juz b hapi for him..thers no longer me...im nt needed now...so back off lar...or u can juz hide sumwher n wen he nid u again he'll find ya...how abt tat?i tink its a great idea...or y dun i hide in geoffrey?nyahahahah

my colleaguez askd me out todae...since all th bdk2 mly off nari...we wana go out n hang out...i tink im goin to join them...woohoo!!im totally hapi wen im wif them...bt sumtyms i feel so nt me sey...tk bley nk emo2...ngn drg mesti hapi2 jek...hahahah....

okei i started to tok crap...so suddenly i miz skol...i miz wearing skol uni...nyahahah...i miz ma frenz...i miz ma lessons...i miz sleep during lessons...i miz th gossip during lessons...i miz my crappy teachers...i miz ma drama-mama clazmatez...i miz evriting n evrybody...my graduation day is on 8th of jun...lagik lame sey....bt ingat kan graduation pat skol...skali pat ite tamp lar...suke lar tuh imah...nyahaah...!aku pon suke...eeee....mepek sey.....

k tkpe...check tis out...

wif th cherie...aku rase lar ni name dia...nyahah...da tk takot keh...cume mlm2 jek takot psl anti tgh kemas2 pat ofis...bende ni pat dlm ofis jek...de jek anti dia gerak...nyahahaha....kiut....im luvin it!

k nk g siap...nk klua uh!!!!bosan babe...adios!

M i Z z N a N a
11:29 AM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

IM A LONER

juz got back frm work...my legs reali hurts lar...yest work full shift...todae work morning...tmr work full...die!even more stres lar sit at home...mummy dun wana tok to me...

as evribody noes tat ive been rejected to poly...so no poly tis yr!!how hapi i am...bluek..!!its all full...bloody FOOL..argh!!so wat im gona do for th whole yr waiting for poly nx yr?im stres up lar...mummy keep on nagging n ask me to work which can use ma cert...she kept on saying tat working at toysrus doesnt gain anyting..she said if she noe tat i wana work wif toysrus..she wldnt hv send me to ITE...yayayay...she expect me to work...a REAL job...omg..im totally nt ready wif all tis...argh!!stez..!!psl ni smue my mum doesnt wan to tok to me nemore...argh!!

i duno y i feel so crappy todae...i juz realize tat i lose my frenz...frenz come n go...frenz change...n if they change...u cant do niting bt to accept them...bt wat if ur fren doesnt appreciate u?i mean wen they nid u,u owayz ther bt wen u nid them,they r nt owayz ther..they said tat they hv their own lyfs...tats true...if u wana b fair wif all ur frenz...den b fair lar...dun treat me lyk tis lar..wat did i do wrong sia u treat me lyk tis?im nt ungkit evryting its juz tat wen u nid sum1,i owayz ther...nobody ask me to bt i wan to b ther bcoz of u...bt y u treat me diff?i noe lar tat u r nt me n i am nt u...bt wen i nid sum1 most...u nt ther...i feel lyk i hv nobody sia...evribody bz...bz...bz...now uve gone...hu's gona b ther for me wen i nid them most?hu's gona hear all th toking craps...sad toks...prob?hu's gona b ther for me thru happiness n sadness?

NOBODY

u lead ur own lyf...evribody hv their own lyf...bt 1 ting im still nt sure abt it is y u suddenly change?since sat i realize sumting goin on..u dun wana tell me...i noe tat u hv prob...cmon lar i noe u for 3yrs...n i tink bcoz of ur prob...u change ALOT...even towards me...n even urself...i dun understand u..coz u neva tell...bt becoz of ur 'prob' uve change n it reali2 effect our frenship...wher's all th hapi2 togeder?i noe it came for a moment onli...i noe tis day will come...now i feel sad wif ma probs n evriting...i feel so lonely sia...so so lonely...thers nobody to turn to...wif all th family memberz nt toking to me...i feel lyk im invisible at home sia...toking to tis blog oso duno y...lyk th blog can help me...sheet lar!y evriting happen now??feel so nt impo sia..wat if 1 day im nt here?will anybody miz me?will anybody look for me?will anybody concern abt me?i duno...sumtyms i feel lyk i wana go away...far far away frm evribody...i feel so so sick...so sick of ma lyf...its nt gettin any beta...im afraid tat i will giv up 1 day...bt i hope im nt...

pix taken during work...

jerry n cherie...hahah...i tink tats their name uh...hahahah...okei u noe how i hate so much to tis mascots..i still running keh...bt i tink ive overcome it abit...by taking tis...

tadaa...haha...we're supposed to work...bt i ask tis kind geoffrey to take pix wit me...i lyk lar...tats ma colleague,dian...hahaha...

th expression is all an act...deeply inside im nt hapi wif ma lyf...i feel lonely...n im all sad...so sad tat i duno how to b hapi...all i nid now is to cry to sleep...tats beta...

M i Z z N a N a
10:39 PM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

UPSET

haiz...duno lar eh...i feel so so so upset lar...cant get to poly becoz its full...so nid to apply nx yr...for th tym being...i duno wat to do wif my lyf now...seriously duno...hv no planz...

hmmm...ppl change...evribody change...u cant expect a person to b th same...haiz...i miz sum1...so so so much...

no mood...adios...

M i Z z N a N a
12:50 AM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

E.N.D

thers nobody to tok to....thers nobody to listen...all u nid to do is listen to urself...tok to urself...ppl hv their own lyf...their own prob...

now i gues its tym to move on..moooove....lyf has to move on rite?so wat ur application is unsuccessful?tk kn nk dok diam2 jek kan..sedih camne pon bley uat pe?u hv ur higher nitec rite?thers owayz other path for u to choose...mayb evriting is for ma own good...tankiu mum for keep on saying tkya skola...yippie...now ur daughter application to poly is unsuccessful...tis is all fate...wat for blaming others...blame urself for nt getting a GD RESULTS!!

regret2...tats how i feel now...im feeling so so so down...i hate being stupid..!y evriting happen to me sey...1st i lost sum1 i luv most...n now i cant go poly...haha...wat a hapi lyf i hv...tankiu very much...i noe tis day will come...tis yr full of down...down...down...down...i wana go out bt duno wher...duno wif hu...mayb go out alone...nobody's ther to turn to rite...

ok go!

M i Z z N a N a
12:56 PM

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